your unintentionaly icey gaze cuts me to the core. here i am exposing my being to you, and all you do is look at me. not a word, not a sound. my words strain out as my tongue feels ten sizes to big to be expressing myself with. and you just keep staring at me. the last thing a could stand now is silence, so i continue to explain what it is you mean ( Read more... )

goddammit!

why does this always happen?

what the fuck am i going to do about this?

probably nothing...

still waiting on that call. please buddah let it come soon. then i can be all "peace out bitches" and maybe be happy and slightly less stressed for once in my life.

ohyeah, thanks...for nothing...fuckers

i give up

my job licks fucking dried up donkey anus. i need something better so i can just be all "fuck you" to the next dick head customer, which is like 99.9% of them.

i hate myself sometimes

i didn't even warrant having it done in person.

lame

in other news...fuck this

i just don't know anymore

back at my moms house again. it's weird, i'm bored. my job sucks only because i don't work enough. fuck it.

seriously people, let's hang out, save me from myself.

this is probably the last time i'm going to be online for a while. i'm moving back to my moms house tomorrow and she doesn't have internet access. i'll be working at FYE for a while and trying to save up money so i can get the fuck outta here ( Read more... )