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And...that's that, then. I'm a second year in high school now. Tezuka is no longer a student. He will attend, part-time, for now, but I don't expect that he'll do more than occasional time at school by September. Playing professionally is very hard, but it is his goal and he will do everything to achieve it.
I'm proud of him, I'm happy for him. I know he would not have taken this step so soon if not for me and the desire to be with me despite his parents' wishes. At my core, I can be a very selfish person, so I can't say that knowing Tezuka cares this much about me doesn't thrill me in very deep ways. And it makes me pause and think very seriously about many things, because it's truly an amazing feeling for someone else to care that much about you.
I'm going to miss him. Not seeing him every day...