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Someone else, some stranger, took pictures of Tezuka.
Naked.
My Tezuka.
Naked.
With someone else.
Oh, it's not like I've never photographed someone naked before. I know it's a professional and often clinical experience. Neither gender has anything I haven't seen before.
But...the thought of Tezuka...bare and vulnerable before the lens...and it not being my lens...
@#%%^@%#!$%!#$!#Q$!#%@$$^*$*^T%$@!
This is stupid, I know. But I've never been one for rationality when it comes to the people who are mine. I am possessive and selfish and I want to hoard them away so that only I know how beautiful and wonderful they are.
I wonder what it would cost to get the negatives. Or if the photographer worked in complete digital.
Adding insult to naked boyfriend is about six rolls of exposed film that were of said boyfriend and while not quite naked, they were definitely personal use shots.
....what is the acceptable amount of time to wait after one's significant other has posed nude to ask him to model for you? This topic was never really covered in etiquette...