i'm a love sick hopeless romantic fool
i feel so dumb. and naive.
but if this is love.
i'll take it.
i hope he feels the same way.

lying in your arms. everything seems so perfect. we seem so perfect; there's a we? there's an us? for a single second i could actually see my self with you. but i know eventually this feeling has to end, i'll have to leave.
and soon to you -i'll be just like the next new dying trend.-just a friend. until next time that you're bored.

he's so hostile; stereotypical angst youth ( Read more... )

my head,it hurts each day it's getting worse my looks and smile have now become my curse tight lips,red skirt the neverending street big car,little man my lover for a fee. so if you see me while you're just driving by or while i catch the twinkle inside you're eye and if you want me well i guess i want you -oh pretty baby how could you. standing in ( Read more... )

"I am good, But not an Angel. I do sin, But I am not the Devil. I am pretty, But not beautiful. I have friends, but I am not the Peacemaker. I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to Love."

still waiting ( Read more... )

fuck. i can't stand this feeling ( Read more... )

i'm so depressed lately. i don't know why. i'm an emo fuck.
i want this all to go away. i want to start over.
i want...
you.

i'm hella tired.
i feel like shit.
i'm sick.i feel like puking.
today sucked ass.
iwassoberandpissedoff.
itookwaytoomuchofmymedications this morning.
i feel like a zombie. i'm half-there. i'm nowhere.

guess i won't be seeing him at all anytime soon.

why can't i have anything to call my own.
i wish i had someone always there for me, when i needed them.
i wish i had a bestfriend. a true friend i could trust. talk to about anything. a friendship with history; with seven years worth of memories, similarities. ironically; only knowing eachother for a month.
i wish i had everything i wanted that i ( Read more... )