oh my god. this made me cry....death makes me feel so guilty. i'm terrified of when a loved one will die and i can't do anything about it. when you mentioned him holding your hand and crying and saying he didn't want to die...my greatest fear. i know that when my parents die i'll think it's my fault. i want more than anything to stop it. my gosh. i'm so sorry. especially on your birthday. it seems this whole thing was full of striking coincidences. birth vs. death, snow...gosh. be strong though. as much as reality sucks. <3 <3
Im very sorry to hear that happened. I've lost all my grandparents, I know how difficult it can be. My one grandfather who I was the closest to died, geez about 6 or 7 years ago and I still miss him to this day. Hang in there, it does get better. Just talk to your family and talk about all the good times you had with him, and listen to their stories. It really helps and brings a smile to everyones face. Hang in there =)
That was really moving. I can't ssy that I know how you feel, not having ever lost anyone particulatly close to me, but I'm really sorry for what happened <333333333333
:( He prolly did know something, but didn't want to upset you. I know it's harder when you're "waiting" for someone to go (like my gramma) not that waiting is the correct word but it's the first to come to mind.
I hope you will be okay, this weekend I will try to keep you somewhat happy. I couldn't find tix for Friday btw, but it's possible I'm not even going now cuz my friend might have to have knee surgery. So just come up early, if you need to talk and stuff I'm all ears. <3
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He prolly did know something, but didn't want to upset you. I know it's harder when you're "waiting" for someone to go (like my gramma) not that waiting is the correct word but it's the first to come to mind.
I hope you will be okay, this weekend I will try to keep you somewhat happy.
I couldn't find tix for Friday btw, but it's possible I'm not even going now cuz my friend might have to have knee surgery.
So just come up early, if you need to talk and stuff I'm all ears.
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