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[elution]

Usually I use a good chunk of my second paycheck of the month for rent

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[naebliser]

Why do you hate depressed people, isn't that kind of cruel? Like adding salt to the wound. The only people I really reserve the word 'hate' for are the abysmally selfish, greedy, and fanatic of this world - I guess I could add nihilistic to the list, but I skirt to close to it to not sound hypocritical.
-K
also, I kind of hope eb2 is a miserable failure of a man because he sounds to hokey, or I'm jealous or something

[elution]

I don't hate depressed people. It's sort of a running joke Levinson and I have--I get really frustrated with study participants sometimes, and he teases me for not being more compassionate. The truth is, the hardest part of my job is how heartbreaking it is to talk about suffering day in and day out.

I hope he is too. He's too much. Or I hope we get married and have babies and live happily ever after. I don't know.

[naebliser]

is he rich? lol - what a question, but he does sound like he is, with all this ability to just fly and visit - or move anywhere at the drop of a hat. Moving is effing expensive. But blah, you aren't allowed to get married for at least another year or two because I am planning to count on you for escapist social jaunts and drunken making out now that we will live close enough to actually hang out.

[elution]

I get the impression that he's comfortable, not rich. He has enough skills to be confident in his ability to get a job wherever--I think software geekery tends to be reasonably in demand, no matter where you live--and there are inevitably more job options in California than the midwest, I would imagine.

And to be honest, the idea of marriage kind of grosses me out. I like the idea of someone wanting to marry me, but actually being married sounds horrible.