: current
outfit: pajamas...
makeup: mascara from a couple of days ago that just won't wash completely away
mood: tired but pretty good...
music: George Harrison - This is Love
taste: french bread
hair: low ponytail
annoyance: i need to clean my room.
smell: peach/ylang ylang candles
should be doing: probably cleaning my room.. or sleeping
desktop picture ( Read more... )

life is a waterfall,
we're one in the river
and one again after the fall.
swimming through the void
we hear the word,
we lose ourselves
but we find it all...
cause we are the ones that want to play,
always want to go,
but you never want to stay,
and we are the ones that want to choose,
always want to play,
but you never want to lose.
aerials, in the sky,
when ( Read more... )

goodnight everyone. i might be going to get inked again tomorrow!!!! yayyyyy!!!!

I'm putting this one together myself though. i think. unless i see something else on the wall there i like better. ; )

I'm mad tired, yo. ARRGHH TINA I BLAME YOU FOR THAT, YOU CAN BLAME JOHN IF YOU LIKE. anyway. point is? I'm going to bed. so ehh. see you all tomorrow. ( Read more... )

i'm gonna start paring down my friends list pretty soon.. don't be offended if you're taken off, it's just a thing. i have a lot of stress lately and it's hard to look through 300-400 posts every day.

most people can guess that i'm not happy lately, but it's not really anything i wanna talk about, and i haven't really been talkative at all to ( Read more... )

today *everything* is sinking in and i don't like it one bit. it just makes me want to rage at everyone and everything .

i have four more weeks at my job. i handed in my letter of resignation today, at my boss's request. i can't say that this makes me happy at all.

fuck it. everything. just fuck it.

I am this close
--->.<----
to telling almost every guy in my life to take a long walk off a short pier.

I so do not need this. Fuck them.
all.

tell me what do i do about it
when you break down and cry...

you know, for someone who didn't used to be able to cry, the tears have been flowing freely of late. I don't just mean tonight, either. When anything happens. I hope this doesn't become too routine, or I'll never survive basic.

i know i wasn't much of a friend

i'm not sure why i let it get to ( Read more... )

Wish I was too dead to cry
The self-affliction phase
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater

You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a ( Read more... )

So tonight, everyone and their brother seemed to be calling while Erik and I were hanging out, and one of those calls happened to be my recruiter. I finally got to ask her what the procedure will be for my shipping out, and she drops the ball that I'll be leaving Monday afternoon or early evening, instead of Tuesday night, as I was expecting.

I'm ( Read more... )

1. Are you male or female?:

call it women's intuition
but i think i'm onto something here.

bat your eyes, girl
be otherworldly.

2. Describe yourself?:

what you see
is a reflection of my choice
and what it means to me.

soliloquy, she was my..
a picture, a wake,
my metaphoric friend.
so then i fell in love with an irony named Life
it taught me this from that ( Read more... )