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yea, i'm updating again. so, i just remembered how mos def was in 'the italian job' (i watched it again with eddie) & he is awesome. i'm about to dl some of his stuff 'cos he's most definitely cool. haha!!! yea...um, went to bbc & tunes with the hub. he bought sneakers & i bought the xtina xmas cd (again, mine was way too scratched) & got so in the mood for xmas. all's i need now is money. yea. *le sigh*. also, i got bored when ed went skating & made a layout (elve_)using one of my new pics i took. i seriously look really different. like, i know i made the pic all crazy, but i still don't look like me. not that i hate it! ya can't really see me anyway tho! but still. haha! perty sure i'm gonna keep this one. at least for a lil bit. or a long bit. i do love debbie harry & blondie & whatnot so, i used some lyrics to make the lil link things & all. & i went back to my exhale rapture s|n 'cos i got all excited about it. obviously i was very bored. uh, anyway, then me & my love went to the marlton diner where some lady was complaining that this chick was 'cleaning too much & it bothered her 'cos she was cleaning right next to her since she got there'. ummmmmmmmmmmmm, i think i'd rather eat in a 'extremely clean' restaurant than a dirty one. thanks. i was about to be like 'um, it's kinda dirty over here, do you think she could clean that up?' 'cos seriously, who complains that someone is cleaning a place where you're s'posed to be eating too much? maybe it only bothered me & ed. i dunno. i just wanted to slap the lady's silly face is all. then, we came here & sat around. he went skating outside, came back, now he went out with his boyfriends-i mean-'bandmates' to have band practice. i think they went to the music place first tho. i was singing the lil xtina's xmas cd for ed in the car. pounding his ear drums out a bit. i fucking love singing man. i can't wait til i get a good paying job so, i can get singing lessons & be able to actually do something with my voice. 'cos i am told i have a good voice & crap, & i wanna have a good voice & be a famous jazz singer, i just dunno what to do about it. i think it would be cool to be a jazz singer, not only 'cos my family calls me 'jazz' (short for 'jasmine', obviously), but because there aren't any mainstream, famous jazz singers anymore. specially ones who are my age! we'll see how it goes, i s'pose. i should learn to write songs. i always think i do it wrong so, i just give up. i need to not give up on things. i need to make a list of my lil new years resolutions (& seriously stick to them). i have lots to work on. in a good way tho. & for myself. um, i forget what else i was gonna write. i just made a whole entry outta nothing so, i kinda got a lil lost. i'm kinda tired. & i gotta scan some pics for kaitlin to see since she figured out how to see them. that made no sense, but you know! yea, i have no clue what i'm even writing now. so, i'll go!!! <3
okay, i remembered more of what i wanna write. i can't wait til the lovely rachel comes back from college for her break so we can all hang out & reunite the snot rocket usa. i really hope lisa leesah's cleo goes back home. i know what it's like to have cats you really care about & i dunno what i'd do if mine ran away in weather like last night. i've had cats taken away & die on me & that was horrible, but at least i knew what was going on. i dunno what i'd do if i din't. i hope you feel better sweetie! rachel seems sad by her latest journal entry & i hope she'll have time to hang out with me when she comes back 'cos i wanna make her happy again! we should go to south street, palace & make lil death scenes with the table items, & the echelon mall & have buttloads of fun times. i hope i get to see ashley at all on the break 'cos i know she'll be working like a bandit. i'm sad that i missed my sister's im yesterday. all thanksgiving i was talking about how she had to im me if she got bored & i'd go get her & hang out & watch movies & she imed me while i was getting my check & was logged off before i got back & din't come back on at all & i don't want her to think i hate her or din't wanna hang out with her & since she never came back on, i figured she prolly went out with my mom or something. i shoulda just called. i hate being afraid of the phone. gr. i like how when my good friends come online, the jem theme plays & when my love comes on, it's jem screaming 'oooh outrageous!', & when someone ims me jem says 'i bet the misfits are behind this', & when someone wants to talk to me (which hasn't happened yet 'cos i dunno how to work microphones & i don't even think i have one), jem will say 'show's over synergy', & finally, when someone logs off, it's the jem 'exit theme' & it's like *duh duh duh* 'jem!'. i love all that. it makes me smile. i wish ed would hurry back from practice. i wish i could find a super awesome job. i'm just gonna stop now before i keep going. <3
okay, i remembered more of what i wanna write. i can't wait til the lovely rachel comes back from college for her break so we can all hang out & reunite the snot rocket usa. i really hope lisa leesah's cleo goes back home. i know what it's like to have cats you really care about & i dunno what i'd do if mine ran away in weather like last night. i've had cats taken away & die on me & that was horrible, but at least i knew what was going on. i dunno what i'd do if i din't. i hope you feel better sweetie! rachel seems sad by her latest journal entry & i hope she'll have time to hang out with me when she comes back 'cos i wanna make her happy again! we should go to south street, palace & make lil death scenes with the table items, & the echelon mall & have buttloads of fun times. i hope i get to see ashley at all on the break 'cos i know she'll be working like a bandit. i'm sad that i missed my sister's im yesterday. all thanksgiving i was talking about how she had to im me if she got bored & i'd go get her & hang out & watch movies & she imed me while i was getting my check & was logged off before i got back & din't come back on at all & i don't want her to think i hate her or din't wanna hang out with her & since she never came back on, i figured she prolly went out with my mom or something. i shoulda just called. i hate being afraid of the phone. gr. i like how when my good friends come online, the jem theme plays & when my love comes on, it's jem screaming 'oooh outrageous!', & when someone ims me jem says 'i bet the misfits are behind this', & when someone wants to talk to me (which hasn't happened yet 'cos i dunno how to work microphones & i don't even think i have one), jem will say 'show's over synergy', & finally, when someone logs off, it's the jem 'exit theme' & it's like *duh duh duh* 'jem!'. i love all that. it makes me smile. i wish ed would hurry back from practice. i wish i could find a super awesome job. i'm just gonna stop now before i keep going. <3