so...after a few emails (one even titled "urgent!!! medical problem!") and seeing health and wellness for like the billonth time, I have to go get an ultrasound for my liver tomorrow....they have no idea why it's inflammed...and they never would have freaking discovered this had i not gone in for feeling fatigued back in november and thinking maybe ( Read more... )

going back to canada soon...should be interesting........finally going to dye my hair: red and black...go me LOL and yeah, Apoptygma Berzerk has a new album out (or coming out...) such a good band LOL anyway, It's late, I still am hacking up a lung, but at least I don't have mono (I'm sooo sorry Krista!!! I love you ( Read more... )

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Your Christmas is Most Like: Miracle on 34th Street
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after crying for most of this evening my eyes are bloodshot and i'm tired.
anyone wanna bring me back home to ny? i need to move to the city.
people fucking suck.

While I'm sad that i'm not home for thanksgiving, I have to remember that neither are the men and women in the military.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20051124/ap_on_re_mi_ea/thanksgiving_in_iraq

so...Happy Thanksgiving to you all...Celebrate it for me since i'm in Canada and yeah...they had thanksgiving back in the beginning of October...so yeah...I'm depressed...................*sighs* oh well. Ever wonder what the hell the point to life is sometimes??

So, I saw harry potter, and didn't remember how it ended LOL 'cause it's been so damn long since i read the book! i enjoyed it ( Read more... )

so...after a month i finally get a nice new shiny harddrive....naturally windows is being a bitch not allowing me to adjust display settings or installing all the drivers...or connecting to the internet...etc etc etc.
I've been fucking exhausted for days and I have no idea why. I'm probably dying...oh well.

printed out some Cruxshadows pics today....hehe Rogue is so hot :D but not as hot as Stephen :D