I can't get this damn java program to find the smallest number in a string of randomly generated numbers that the user decides how many of, and the program I'm using is runing abnormally slow. I'm in the COM library and I am SO done with something that I realy need to do... maybe I'll play the sims... NO... yes

so I haven't updated recently, that’s a good thing because it means I've been having such a busy life that I don't feel the need express my distressed general upsettedness. I don't feel that way now, I just am too tired to work on a Java program but have a half hour before I can take my medication and go to bed ( Read more... )

I'm having big issues, I think I'm starting to get to the point where I'm equating fear and love ( Read more... )

I guess this is whats going on, I'm leaving Huck right before my birthday, I'm (hopefully) will be starting up at YLI soon after that. I'm getting my Associates after this semester... and I have 2 major tests this week and a midterm due on my birthday... Bob's coming over the weekend before my b-day and I'm going to london the weekend after... ( Read more... )

Well, I'm back from Michigan, and very tired ( Read more... )

things are different here... anyway, I haven't been updating since I said I was going to Michigan and London because all I've been doing is studying and working, so if anyone wants to get together to study, Amanda and I are making plans, so call me

my credit card now has some big numbers on it... I still can't believe that I bought a ticket to Michigan... and then another to London... and I'm only staying at either one for a couple of days. Good news is that I'm only gonna be ditching a minimum amount of classes, and I'm going to both to see boys :)

I had a nightmare last night that I drank too much and couldn't remember what happened, how disapproving everyone was and how ashamed I felt. I've been cutting down my drinking at social gatherings, but maybe I should try to do it a little more.

soooo sleepy. I got back from LA/Texas yesterday and I leave for LA tomorrow. I'm tired and full of boys. Maybe Ill write more later

lessons so far this summer: feet burn, knees burn, and the upper inner thigh right next to my genitalia burns. Future goals include making extra sure to put sun screan there Xl