i love knitting. you can almost hear the popping and boiling from the pots in the kitchen masking the cheerful giggling of your children playing in the next room. you get the gentle anticipation of waiting for a husband who should be home from work soon. the feeling of being enclosed in your own simple world that is satisfying through your ( Read more... )

it's seven o'clock. i'm awake. ha us bitches can stay awake all night too. so after practicing the moaning section in the vagina monologues loudly at one o'clock mary beth start banging on the fuckin wall and knocked over some of kristens stuff. kristen cut my hair. i was sad when i saw like four or five inches fall on the floor but i like it lots ( Read more... )

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i guess i could explain my earlier post. i'm just really happy because i'm finally making friends with people who are nice. yay. so i just remembered this crazy dream i had last night. it is what my mind made out of talking to flangan about drugs and rebecca and kristen getting their room inspected. ( My Dream )

I LIKE PEOPLE!!! ...this is pretty new...

i feel misguided because i feel nothing. without emotion i have little to follow. how do you plan a course if you are indifferent to where you go? you end up randomly choosing that's what you do. i just don't care about anything. "no happy person can quite be so impervious to pain" (the fountainhead)

sometimes i am forced to come face to face with my stupidity. today i attempted to commit suicide by walking in front of a ball machine.

don't you just love me and rebecca's new icons?! we got them from Virgil's website romanpoet.org in the "gallery of trevor". he he. it has everything from oriental women eating castrated penises to images of beautiful, abused women. my day and a half South Beach diet failed miserably. it made me sick, sapped my energy, and gave me a headache. the ( Read more... )

woo, i had fun last night. the kind of fun that involved me sleeping until 12:30 today minus thirty minutes taking a physics re-test that i would have failed even if i had tried. wheeler seems to think that it's our fault when he doesn't teach or barely teaches something, puts it on the test, and we can't do it. oh well, couldn't make myself care ( Read more... )

i want to go to UAB. it's really strange for me to say that. i've always been a big snob and looked down on any college below the top twenty. maybe i grew up a little. it's just that i really like all of the students and most of the teachers i've met there. i love the campus and the friendly, relaxed atmosphere. in an unexplainable way it seems so ( Read more... )