Realization

[ely_eyes77]

what is it that makes us stay in one place

Comments

[troystout]

if you mean what you say, there are a few things to consider first...

hmm

[ely_eyes77]

such as?

Re: hmm

[troystout]

who your leaving behind and is it worth it...hmm when i think about it that way it makes me wanna leave again...right now...fuck why not right?....its not like it'll be the end of my live as i know it...only those around me...i'll see you at the border child
loves

Re: hmm

[embalm_you]

I think you're missing the point though - she doesn't want to stay because of the people, she wants to leave because of the people. Those of us who truly love her and care about her will always stay in contact with her, and the "fake" ones will fade away with time. It's not a matter of 'is it worth it?' it's a matter of 'what worth can you bring elsewhere?' From what I understand, Ely just wants to start fresh and bring nothing but the clothes on her back and her talent, an ambitious goal that I think she's completely capable of.

Yeah, I tried finding places where I could throw one of Z's college words, but I couldn't find any! Yeah, I know, I'm lame haha. How did you do on the 100 words Ely?

And yeah, I use those 50 words all the time in normal conversation now. It annoys Richard.

[embalm_you]

I wish I remember who said it, but someone once said, "Worrying is a waste of imagination." I think that this kind of encompasses what you're trying to get across. If it is, I agree, wholeheartedly.

I think the biggest thing you need to do is get out of Fremont. It never was for you, and you know that as well as I do. There will be fake people everywhere you go, but if you are able to start anew, I am sure that you will be surprised at how many genuinely REAL people are out there as well.

When you paint that room, call me. I'll bring some rollers and green tea.