Meh...

[ely_unloved]

Well, I told Ben about how I was feeling and this is exactly what he said "awesome...you shouldn't hide your feelings". I was relieved. Then I get a phone call from James and he was like "awww...Lex like Ben". I was red in the face and embarassed. This has been bothering me all day. I don't know who I like more...as musch as I don't want to choose

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[ohemgabbyx3]

Are you embarrassed that you told ben? or that James reacted that way. I really dont think you have anything to be embarrassed about, but then again Im not in your shoes.
I think that if Ben likes you back, you should give it a try. I might be your cahnce to let go of James, if thats what you want

[ely_unloved]

I'm embarassed because of the way that James reacted...I think Ben deserves a chance.

[ohemgabbyx3]

I think so too ..
Do you think that hes upset about it ..
or does he usually react that way?

[ely_unloved]

I think I shall give Ben a chance...thanks.

[airxyouxbreathe]

I say go for it Ely. Whatever your instinct is telling you to do.

Or if nothing is clear, just go on a whim. Let anything happen. They both care about you and wouldn't want to hurt you.

[ely_unloved]

Yea, I guess you're right...what have I got to lose?

[belovedpixie13]

aw hun
i know wat you mean life is definately confusing and soo are boys on top of that
and they think we are confusing psssh they are much more
i mean they dont even say how they feel most of the time except the really good ones :]
i hope you guys hook up or something ^.^

[ely_unloved]

aww...thanks...lots.