I went to the doctor today. I hate going to the doctor they treat me like a lab rat. It is really annoying. I have changed my anitdepresents again. I am so sick this shit. Evertime I go the doctor they always change my medicine. When I'm on new medicine I always feel like I'm crazy or something. I mean I'm crazy but not overly. I try not to tell to ( Read more... )

I have to go to my neices b-day party today. She is turning on. The only bad part about it is that I have to pretend to like the rest of my family. I'm cool with my sister and her husband but not the rest of them. Olease keep me in your prayers. I hope that my grama doesn't have a heart attack when she sees me. Blah Blah Blah...just keep me in your ( Read more... )

I don't really know what to say. I went shopping but didn't get anything how retarded is that? I am like really bored. I don't have anyone to talk to. All of my friends are not home because its Saturday...don't remind me. Comment please cause I'm really bored.

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I don't really know what to say. Today was pretty good. I was dissing this stupid blonde preppy girl and made her cry. I laughed. Ryan was all excited because I brought him a cd that I made. He also wants to kick this guys ass. His name is Lucas and he undresses me with his eye and puts his hands on me. Ryan is pretty pissed. He was all like that ( Read more... )

Hmmm...today was semi-interesting. My S.Studies teacher asked me if I was crazy because I asked him if I could go to the office and take my medicine. How Retarded. My boyfriend told me I was his afternoon delight...it was kinda strange. My english teacher is really gay and pisses me off with his stupid assignments. Then wonders why I never do them ( Read more... )

Today was extremley weird. First off no one called me gotic, fat, ugly or anything like usual. For some reason it is because they are afraid to get beaten up by my boyfriend. I don't know but I hate them and I just wish they would hate me to so we wouldn't have to even pretend to like each other...I hat being fake. On the other hand I took my ( Read more... )

Okay so I have a new boyfriend and everything and I like it alot because he is always telling me that I'm pretty and comes to my rescue when I need help. But for some reason his friends don't like me they call me fat and ugly and stuff like that. I mean I'm not the only one that gets pissed it pisses him off to. He told me that they have asked him ( Read more... )

Okay I'll admit being the middle child sucks. But when my older sister takes me shopping I love it. Not because she buys me things but because it is always just me and her. I guess I love her so musch because she accepts me for who I am and dosen't judge me by how I appear. I am very happy because today I get to spend to the whole afternoon with ( Read more... )

Hello,
I missed talking to you guys.
I don't really have much to say but I got a boyfriend while I was gone so I guess that was good.
I have been facing some tuff stuff lately so I'm knda bummed.
Comment I want to talk.
TTYL