Definetly second entry of the night. Nasty, I know.
I see: the light from my sister's room, my bookshelf, and my ym magazine.
I need: nothing.
I find: that being sad about a break up, is wayy overrated in my case ;)
I want: a lot of things.
I have: a lot of things.
I wish: that you wern't mad at me..
I love: my friends <3
I hate: mean people, hypocrites, snakes.
I miss: nothing.
I fear: change.
I feel: really happy.
I hear: my grandparents and parents talking downstairs.
I smell: my wet nail polish
I crave: a drink
I search: hm, tricky.
I wonder: about too many things
I regret: nothing.
When was the last time you ...
Smiled?: like two minutes ago
Laughed?: same
Cried?: long time ago actually. maybe when i broke my fingers. heh.
Bought something?: shitloads of stuff at the malls today.
Danced?: hm, what kind? probably the banquet.
Were sarcastic?: everyday and minute of my life.
Kissed someone?: about a month ago.
Talked to an ex?: eh, we don't really talk.
Watched your favorite movie?: a while ago.
Had a nightmare?: a couple years ago *knocks on wood*
A Last time for everything ...
Last book you read: "All I want is Everything"
Last movie you saw: uhm, scary movie 3 (wicked gay)
Last song you heard: cavanah park - something corporate
Last thing you had to drink: diet 7 up
Last time you showered: today
Last thing you ate: a sub
Do You ...
Smoke?: ew no
Do drugs?:
Have sex?: no
Sleep with stuffed animals?: nope
Live in the moment?: yeah.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: not at the moment ;)
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: I used to.
Play an instrument?: clarinet, piano
Believe there is life on other planets?: nah
Remember your first love?: i dont think i was ever in love, remember my 1st real like though!
Still love him/her?: no, not like that
Read the newspaper?: not usually
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yeah
Believe in miracles?: of course
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yup
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: most of the time, depends.
Consider love a mistake?: nope.
Like the taste of alcohol?: some kinds
Have a favorite candy?: swedish fish
Believe in astrology?: sure
Believe in magic?: mhm
Believe in God?: yeah
Pray?: everynight
Go to church?: yep
Have any secrets?: who doesn't?
Have any pets: mhm
Do well in school?: yeah i guess so
Go to or plan to go to college?: plan to
Have a major?: no not yet
Talk to strangers who instant message you?: no wayyyy
Wear hats?: yeah i love hats, i got a really cute one for christmas
Have any piercings?: yep
Have any tattoos?: ew no
Hate yourself?: not usually.
Have an obsession?: does shopping count?
Have a secret crush?: sure!
Do they know yet?: its secret...duh
Collect anything?: nope
Have a best friend?: tons
Wish on stars?: yep
Like your handwriting?: eh, i dont really care
Have any bad habits?: biting my nails
Care about looks?: i guess
Boy/girlfriend's looks?:i guess so
Friends and other people?: no
Believe in witches?: uhm, i'm afraid they might come get me if i say no. so yeah.
Believe in Satan?: yes *shutters*
Believe in ghosts?: oh my god yes, seriously gonna shit my pants now.
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
uhm, a ton of things. probably got really close to a significent other.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
uh, no my nails are STILL short!
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
nah
4. Did anyone close to you die?
no, thank god.
5. What countries did you visit?
none this year
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
maybe, better grades?
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
too many. probably december 26th <3
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
hm, changing in more ways than one.
9. What was your biggest failure?
forgetting my friends for a couple months - sorry girlss :(
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
broke my fingers (thanks chels :-*) and i had/have mono.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
oh, i dont know i bought so much.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
no one
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
uhm, no one.
14. Where did most of your money go?
shopping at the mall
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
uhm, i dont know. stuff
16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
as lovers go - dash. i guess
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier?
ii. thinner or fatter? i think thinner
iii. richer or poorer? idk
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
lots of things
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
ditto
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
with the family
22. Did you fall in love in 2003?
nope, i've never been in love. just in like. it was fun while it lasted, but i'm definetly willing and ready to move on. :)
23. How many one-night stands?
uhm. none
24. What was your favorite TV program?
rich girls!
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
nope
26. What was the best book you read?
Catalyst
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
something corporate
28. What did you want and get?
lots of things. you know.
29. What did you want and not get?
haha mono and broken fingers
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
hm, how to loose a guy in 10 days <3333333333.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
14, and i dont really remember. went to school i guess.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
nothing.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
i dont know, different throughout the year.
34. What kept you sane?
everything.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
hm, i guess that would be chris or ashton
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
the war.
37. Who did you miss?
no one.
38. Who was the best new person you met?
i met a lot of people. one in particular, like two weeks ago ;) <3
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003.
i've learned that you have to be yourself, let yourself and your life change. live a little, get in trouble, have fun, and have no regrets.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"it will all be worth it, worth it in the end.."