stamped.
me.
plain and simple.
i posted this a while back on my journal.
and its on myspace also.
so if you read it already,
don't read.
if you haven't read it and don't want to read it,
don't read.
hello, i am jose, and here is a little bit for you to know me.
i am addicted to this. i attend school and live in Queens, NY. um, i'm ussualy a pretty easy going person but i do have my bad days in where you wouldnt want to know my name. i'm short and skinny, but i can still contribute alot to society. i like thinking ahead about and wondering where my life is going to be, and then realizing that i can never find out untill i actually get there. you may not like me, but it doesnt make a difference. i'm not going to change to move to someone else's standarts. i'm ussualy depressed.
i often find myself surrounded by four walls that seem to be closing in on me. i hate mind games, people who play them and use other people are idiots. they won't stop untill it's done to them, and then they'll realize how much it hurts and how bad it can be. i also find myself looking back at my life realizing how much i've fucked up. i am very musically oriented. i used to play the cello and now i play guitar and vocals. i was in two bands but they have not survived. i'm looking to start a new one. i love writing, i write poems/lyrics and short stories. i also love photography. i find myself expressing through pictures rather than words. i love going to local shows and rocking out. i also have a love for art, i like going to art shows and seeing other artist's work. i love skateboarding and making movies/short films. i love coffee and caffeine. i'm pretty insecure about myself, and for those of you that know me, it would explain certain things.
i am one of those people that fall in love very easily. i dont like holding on to the past, but for some reason i can't let it go. infatuation kills me. i find myself falling for the wrong people. everytime love enters my life, it leaves a gaping hole. i'm not like other guys, i'm not looking for a one night stand, nor am i looking for a 3 week relationship. i want the right person to love, and to love me back so we can be happy. screw your scene. you are probably cooler than me, and i dont honestly care. people who stay true to themselves are very cool. before you stab my back again, let me know so i may turn around and let you stab me in the chest instead. the warm blood will put me to sleep ending all the pain. i love cuddling with you.
i can still remember my first real kiss, and nothing has ever come close to it again. thanks for taking the time to read this.
plain and simple.
i posted this a while back on my journal.
and its on myspace also.
so if you read it already,
don't read.
if you haven't read it and don't want to read it,
don't read.
hello, i am jose, and here is a little bit for you to know me.
i am addicted to this. i attend school and live in Queens, NY. um, i'm ussualy a pretty easy going person but i do have my bad days in where you wouldnt want to know my name. i'm short and skinny, but i can still contribute alot to society. i like thinking ahead about and wondering where my life is going to be, and then realizing that i can never find out untill i actually get there. you may not like me, but it doesnt make a difference. i'm not going to change to move to someone else's standarts. i'm ussualy depressed.
i often find myself surrounded by four walls that seem to be closing in on me. i hate mind games, people who play them and use other people are idiots. they won't stop untill it's done to them, and then they'll realize how much it hurts and how bad it can be. i also find myself looking back at my life realizing how much i've fucked up. i am very musically oriented. i used to play the cello and now i play guitar and vocals. i was in two bands but they have not survived. i'm looking to start a new one. i love writing, i write poems/lyrics and short stories. i also love photography. i find myself expressing through pictures rather than words. i love going to local shows and rocking out. i also have a love for art, i like going to art shows and seeing other artist's work. i love skateboarding and making movies/short films. i love coffee and caffeine. i'm pretty insecure about myself, and for those of you that know me, it would explain certain things.
i am one of those people that fall in love very easily. i dont like holding on to the past, but for some reason i can't let it go. infatuation kills me. i find myself falling for the wrong people. everytime love enters my life, it leaves a gaping hole. i'm not like other guys, i'm not looking for a one night stand, nor am i looking for a 3 week relationship. i want the right person to love, and to love me back so we can be happy. screw your scene. you are probably cooler than me, and i dont honestly care. people who stay true to themselves are very cool. before you stab my back again, let me know so i may turn around and let you stab me in the chest instead. the warm blood will put me to sleep ending all the pain. i love cuddling with you.
i can still remember my first real kiss, and nothing has ever come close to it again. thanks for taking the time to read this.