i just got home about 20 minutes ago ( Read more... )

my brother just attacked me with dust off.

it fucking BURNS.
*tear*

Im off to bed finally.
i love yall.

i can't trust anyone or even look someone in the eyes anymore.
I know wayy too much that i have never wanted to know.
i always tell myself ill start over, ill do better.
it never happens. im good for a week then things start to crash.

i want out.

i saw my dad today. along with my step mom and my youngest step sister.

a wee bit akward.

Tonight i think im going to the Antelope valley fair becuz my dad is hosting part of it, and i get to see him ( Read more... )

Tormented088: i need sleep
revolutionof1985: werd
Tormented088: move the big thing in the hallway
revolutionof1985: nah
revolutionof1985: im still workin on it

the people in this house don't talk in person.
we use damn AIM.

<3 Heather

I talked to my dad on the phone today.
I haven't spoken to him really in 2 years.
He had nothing to say to me, just asked about my life, not telling me shit about his.
I guess we are going to see him tomorrow along with my step mom and stuff.

yeah...

I hold my breath I fall alseep inside your arms. Your eyes reflect my regrets. All the feelings you cant afford and the ones I cant control have collided.

Now I'm a mess. I've tried my best to hide it. Now it's obvious. I wear it in these wounds that never heal.

There's 5 of us in this house. It's almost 3:30am, everyone's here, and only one person is asleep...


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I'll never forget the scent "Butterfly Gardens"

my family is gross. lol

altontdd: IM A PRETTY PRINCESS

Apparently Alton is a pretty princess...?