Comments | em0k1d: You know ive come to realize....

em0k1d

You know ive come to realize....

Mar 01, 2005 02:25

im fucked up ( Read more... )

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choakonmyheart March 2 2005, 09:42:32 UTC

You're not as fucked up as you think.

I'm the kind of person who will push someone away and do and/or say something to that someone to make them never want to talk to me again. Someone who they care about so damn much about because they're afriad of opening up and I end up losing that person forever and regreting it. You're not nearly as bad as me...

So at leat be glad you're not trash like me.

um em0k1d March 2 2005, 11:23:36 UTC

Its funny because Ive been waiting for this, waiting for the day that you'd respond to one of my livejournal posts, but your wrong about a few things, i am fucked up in a way you arent, Im blind by the people who claim to care about me, blind by how i feel, i take people for granted, but..you are right about all the other stuff you said, Your right i'd really rather not talk to you, because the stuff that you said to me on the phone/text that night was one of the most fucked up thing a person has EVER said to me, and then to claim that you care about me SO damn much, its slightly hard to believe, if you cared, you wouldnt of said all that stuff, I'm sorry but a friend, or any person with human feelings would know that the stuff you said to me hurt so much, that after i got off the phone with you, i cried, i regret ever going to your house, seeing you, taking those cds, man thats what i seem to be doing alot, regreting stuff, but..i dont know, its a hard life. you fucked up, you learn and you dont do it again, you have to realize that ( ... )

Re: um choakonmyheart March 3 2005, 01:30:40 UTC

A friend of mine died in a car accident. I'm sorry but as much as me messing up our friendship is bothering me, it's almost the last thing on my mind. The only thing that matters to me now is that my friend is dead and I'm never going to see him again. The only thing that matters to me is that I was at the hospital with him when he died. I've lost one friend forever and there is nothing I can do about it. I don't want to lose you, but it seems like I already have. I'm glad that when you're up late at night you can call Mario or Cynthia or someone. I don't have anyone to call anymore. I'm glad that I knew you, even if I'll never know you again.

Re: um em0k1d March 3 2005, 05:19:12 UTC

im sorry about your friends. but im not sorry about anything else going on, this isn't my fault u know? its yours.