Looks like no one updates their livejournals anymore. people are too busy updating myspace every 15 seconds. Its horrible ( Read more... )

holy hell its been forever since I've written in here. I haven't felt like writing anything because thoughts seem to be so unclear and confusing nowadays, i can't really explain to anyone how i feel and whats going on inside of my head, and i just want everyone to disappear..is that bad? Or maybe i want to disappear..fuck ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in forever.
But i did hang out with chris tonight
and it kicked aLOT of ass.
So thats something good.
and I wanted to tell everyone that
and I did
So Goodnight.

My boyfriend is the most amazing thing thats happened to me in a really long time.

ahh this feeling was so distant. <3333

Hearing:
1: What is your favorite sound? The sound of a symphony. heehee.
2: How about your favorite type of music? Emo/Hardcore.
3: What kinds of things do you like hearing people say? Hmm...I like being complimented.
4: What kinds of sounds scare you? random noises in the dark. 
5: Is there a particular sound that brings back a fond memory? uh...I don ( Read more... )

i'm falling apart.

I dont use this anymore.
So I'm just not gonna update...
Its too depressing anyways..

blah..
i use my xanga tho..
www.xanga.com/lilemokid005

enjoy i suppose

so...everything kinda went back to normal for me i guess you could say, like i figured the whole mario thing blew over because i couldnt stand being all retarded and distant so i asked him one last time if thats what he really wanted, he responded with no, we continued to have a 2 hour conversation about..well nothing lol, yeah so im glad all thats ( Read more... )

I just dont get it like at all...
i dont get how one minute you can understand everything perfectly fine.
and the next totally change ur words around.
i dont get how you continue to do this to me everytime we get close.
i hate this.
and now we're not friends...
because of...whatever reason...
ugh...
I mean...
okay..I understand
BUT I dont ( Read more... )

So...My mom asked me today, totally random, if I could be in one place, right now, where would it be? and..i was like ( Read more... )