July, the penultimate chapter of "Leaving Santa Cruz"

[emailfromgod]

You know when you just don't seem to fit in? You just can't, it's not right, it doesn't come naturally. That is me in every social situation. I don't match any scene, none. I just don't feel right sometimes. Take that Terror show for instance, I didn't belong there, that is why I got flack from the New Jersey kids, they spotted it, don't think

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[dunks]

Or perhaps you fit in a little with every crowd... You may say, yeah, but I just want to fit in with one group a lot. Fair enough, but still... lots of people have trouble even trying to talk to any people... if you feel awkward in social situations, don't worry, b/c your social skills are quite excellent. You have the ability to get along with everyone and have a good time no matter who you're with... even if it's not exactly how you want it. If I'm not with people I feel really comfortable with, I'm awkward... you may feel awkward, but you're a smooth operator.

[patty_eagle]

That is not the Jeff Gill attitude that I know... Come on Jeff!

You would tell me that it will get better and what do you know, It does... pick your self up and tell yourself its gonna be okay.

[midnightsun88]

heyyy jeff

this is hilary....i dont know if you remember me?
but i saw you at joels last night.
and i wasnt sure. haha

anyways, hope everything is going well...
i know what it feels like to get down.
but Gods on your side
and the only reason he lets you get down
is so that he can pick you up again
in the most amazing way possible.

<3.hilary.

[thebrothersgill]

Jeff you thrive on akward situations because you make them tolerable!!!
I i cannot believe that it will be horrible for you in Portland, and trust me that everything at home will be alright. Just go to Portland and love the life your living.