Ah the horrors of packing.  The only thing making it even slightly bareable is knowing that it is going to a new and exciting place. . .hopefully.

Talking to you tonight always makes me look at myself.  I never can help but cry before we say goodbye to one another.  Knowing that you will not be in my life as much anymore.  I know I complain about ( Read more... )

My baby is fabulous:")  Tonight Ashlee brought me food and we went to Baskins and him and Mike came to hang out.  He said that he would come visit me at school (which I never though he would seriously do) and to top it all of, he wants to come up with Ashlee.  Which freaken rocks cause I will have two of my best friends to visit at the same time.

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Their is so much packing to be done.  It's hard to determine the kinda of stuff you will need at school.  I am afraid to leave anything at home because I know as soon as I get up to school that their will br something at home that I want.  So  am taking everything.  My room mates seem ok.  One is from WA and seems to be a little of a party girl, ( Read more... )

I haven't seen or actually really heard from you in months and today i look at your website.  I see your pictures and I just AH wanna scream because you still make my heart melt.  Why was I ever with you.  You messed up and changed my life so much.  I had to get away because I was falling for someone who couldn't commit.  I want to see you.  This ( Read more... )

I am getting so stoked about moving soon. I have twenty five days left!  My room is gonna rock my roomies are rad the crap I bought so far is red and purple and amazing.  Uh life is just good.  well parts of it are.

I am ready to be done with stupid Baskin Robbins and i realy think my last day is going to be the 15th.  The owner wants me to stay ( Read more... )

I miss my friends.  I want to hang out with all my old buddies that I never see anymore.  I found this journal thingy of Jeb's tonight and got really excited.  I miss that boy, I miss his hugs.  Everytime I see him I always get a great big amazing hug.  It's been to long I want one.

So much has happened since last time I wrote, I don't even want to ( Read more... )

. . . words can not describe the why I feel about myself at this moment. I have never in my life had my mother speak to me this way or seem so hurt. She doesn't even want to be around me. She said I make her sick. She called me a liar. She screamed that I was a liar and NO ONE likes a liar. She tol;d me that she could not even bring herself ( Read more... )

Sorry It has been so long.  I have had no time to even sit down.  I went to a wedding on friday night which was REALLY boring and seemed kind of cheap.  Then I got up at 5am on Saturday morning and headin up to the Renissance Festival to start work.  It rocked my worl and i love it.  The first day I wore a white skirt with a light green one over it ( Read more... )

This is the best advice I have ever heard~

Be careful of the guys you date because you never know who you will fall in love with

I am unhappy.  Today I completely ditched Pete and went to go see Shrek 2.  I should have hung out with Pete.  Sometimes after I think about it for a bit I realize how much like crap I treat him sometimes.  He likes me so much even still and I feel like all i do is make him unhappy.

I should have never dated Jeb. I do not regret my decision to be ( Read more... )