am i dead or just breathing without feeling?
i can't sypher the real from delusion
the shadows falter and make themselves known
undaunting threats fallen upon deaf ears
foresight tells honest lies

i needed somewhere else to put this

i distintly remember crawling through the mud for that last breathe, that last taste. waves crash upon my battered face and i feel release

i gave up on human emotion, so i understand your fight, i just no longer see a point

so i updated my other journal and it feels good to geet some of that shit off my chest, if you don't know it than don't worry about it. i miss my friends, i'm tired, i think its the depression.... read the other one

oh my god!!! i'm having the time of my life bring drunk as fuck in class. right now i'm talkin to my teacher about my old mohawk and shit. this is fuckin awesome i finished all my work and now i'm just crunk in class. wheres my counter part "the virus" when i need him?

if i had a pistol the things i would do... i would probably start by putting a few rounds in a few nameless people and follow it up with one in my head... that sounds about right. fuck your comments

withered & torn i stand alone in a time with no time for smiles ( Read more... )

alright, change of plans... my party spot got denied; too many risks involved. SOOOOOOOO, we need a new place to get the funky session on... this news breaks my heart. its kinda sad that i have to plan my own birthday party out. if all falls apart than i'll be goin to austin or even oklahoma for a week or more. i need help

friday night... barry's... one issue... its in the valley. if you wanna attend post something for directions

so i'm having one of those shitty days... i wanna chill with my friends... hopefully i'll get to see mr. sharp in the a.m. and chill with him. a small list of people i haven't seen in awhile that i with i could see
deena
cardona
fell
KC
Kyle
chase
candace
crys
chris & blane
riley
curran
mark
jack
just a few and in no order.

if you only knew