this ain't no cut and paste shizz

[embilie]

oh my gawd, y'all... school suddenly got reeeal scary. it's HARD. my "drawing talent" really kinda means nothing, relatively. i don't know if i'm creative enough to succeed in school, let alone to be an artist for a living.

hold me.

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[erosewashu]

What happened?

well... let's see. this is a long answer.

[embilie]

*we got assigned a really complicated project, and swamped in my other class with not a hardproject, just... a lot of project and i nearly have to do it all at school (just because of the resources available, which makes "homework" really hard to manage, timewise)
*everything is expected to be PERRRRFECCCTTT, i got points off for "resudue" and "rough edges" which is fine, but i just expected that they would, you know, teach us how to cut and measure so freaking accurately

also

[embilie]

you cannot just do something because "it looks good"... you have to have a reason for EVERYTHING SINGLE THING YOU DO... another thing that's gonna be really hard for me.