There is no point making this anonymous. If you don't know my writing style by now... you're a flaming moron. Not to mention that the things I am about to say are going to make this very obvious. But I feel like pouring my heart out for a moment, so I'm going to trust you not to say a word to anyone about this, as usual.
Sometimes I feel so empty inside, and I know that is so cliche, but it's true. My head starts spinning and weaving webs of imaginary things so that I feel like my life means something, but truth is: I'm an escape artist. Nothing I say will ever make a bit of difference because in reality it doesn't mean shit. I know I say I don't like reality, and that is true. But sometimes I wish I did. It would make life a little less painful, I think.
There are days of my life when I feel like you should be abandoning me. Like I've gone and fucked everything up so bad that I don't deserve your friendship anymore. I keep thinking that if I'm going to make mistakes the way I do, I should at least keep you out of them
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This may sound very ... petty, but I was in love with this boy, and it just never worked out. I'm finally over him, but I'm so used to the idea that I'm in love with him, that my life is unfamiliar territitory.
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>.< I'm such a retard.
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Your away message reminds me of Mr. Ford's senior quote.
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XD Everyone in the whole wide world loves J.Fo!
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Sometimes I feel so empty inside, and I know that is so cliche, but it's true. My head starts spinning and weaving webs of imaginary things so that I feel like my life means something, but truth is: I'm an escape artist. Nothing I say will ever make a bit of difference because in reality it doesn't mean shit. I know I say I don't like reality, and that is true. But sometimes I wish I did. It would make life a little less painful, I think.
There are days of my life when I feel like you should be abandoning me. Like I've gone and fucked everything up so bad that I don't deserve your friendship anymore. I keep thinking that if I'm going to make mistakes the way I do, I should at least keep you out of them ( ... )
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I'm glad you'd rather not.
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