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Jan 26, 2006 22:24

I feel absolutely emotionally VIOLATED right now. They gave me my dream and then promptly made it all fall apart.

I feel like an absolute FOOL, a MORON, for getting so excited over the pictures and news of the reveal and the engagement.

I don't understand how they could do this. The season's been going SO DAMN WELL -- better than the third, which is just crazy -- and they just pressed the restart button like they always do. Jonathan's dead...so what? I'm sorry, but SO WHAT??????? Tom and everyone else said everything would be different after this episode. Silly me, I actually assumed that that meant Lana would freakin' get to know and REMEMBER!

The episode was amazing; I don't mean to take away from that. But, goodness gracious, this vicious cycle is never going to end, is it?? He's going to keep on hurting her. Every time Lana hurts, I HURT. Every time Clark hurts, I HURT.

Nothing was promised, nothing was guaranteed. Still, I feel completely betrayed. To believe in them time after time and be constantly denied is...I don't even know what word to use.

These bastards are messing with my head. Am I a masochist? We'll see next Thursday night.
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