yesterday was a lot of fun. i was constantly numb from the muscle relaxers i had to take for my throat. they still didn't work though, and neither did the nasty theraflu i had to drink. bleh. then me and david both had sleepy-time green tea and went to bed for a little while. woke up, watched baseball, and fell asleep watching that as well. we were ( Read more... )

this sucks. my throat is a punk ass bitch. its swelling up just like last year when rachel had to take care of me during thanksgiving. oh and what a holiday that was. i had to stay on pain meds all day, so i was the loopy house guest. fun times though regardless ( Read more... )

watching the news last night was really hard. the only thing i wanted to know about was katie. i feel so bad for her family. its really sad thinking about someone being murdered and being found in such a horrible state. i really want to go to the funeral. i can't even read the news reports without crying my eyes out each time.

so i'm talking to joey today, and he dropped some news on me that made my jaw drop. less than a month ago, i was at the mall, and i saw a flyer for a missing girl. i'm always interested in looking at those kinds of flyers for some reason, but this day it was a little uneasy looking at the girls face. i'll admit, we weren't best friends, and after ( Read more... )

( BLAH )

so, my first day of work went well ( Read more... )

it took me forever to fall asleep. i definitely can't sleep well when i'm alone. ugh, my tummy hurts.

oh, and is there some freddy krueger thing going on this weekend? i turned on 2 channels and 2 different movies were on last night. wtf... the world is trying to make me never sleep... ever!

playing with marla always cheers me up. she's an eccentric guinea pig. we're [as in me, david, mom and dad] are all convinced she's mentally or physically handicapped in some way. she's still my favorite lil one. plus, she's got a bitchin black and white mohawk ( Read more... )

my first night alone... : [

work tomorrow at 6am. bleh.

tonight, dinner at the dish with rachel, derrick, casie and the fam.actually, i'm at home tonight with dad ( Read more... )

good news:
david is my motivation and my helper and i <3 him so much. he was sick this week and i am helping him get better. he's helping me lose weight and get motivated to work out everyday. he told me 3x this week that i'm a great girlfriend and that made me feel wonderful. i'm really happy about this. he's the best thing i've got ( Read more... )