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omg sweet hat. i wish i could post the hat im wearing now. yellow bike mavic hat,. so pimp. such a good day until it was bad. thats how it goes i guess. someone quazzi came out to me, and i wonder if we could have anything. i know she likes me as a friend because she says when we are together and even when we are not talking it feels like home. which is good. weve always been mildly flirtatious, but could i acctaully follow through? not just with her, but with anyone. im sort of homophobic which is bad if you are gay. i really only think strait girls are hot, with a few exceptions.
plus i think i still am atttracted to boys, but predominantly girls. nick pappas is one guy, and omg rob anderson. too bad he flirts with nasty frosh in our math class.
i had a good day with courtney and still want her so baddddd, andi kinda think she does too, but i can tell shes weirded out by it. or maybe im flattering myself and she has no interest at all. i just want someone who i know i odn't have to impress and will just be quiet with me and not judge. and laugh when its funny. and not laugh when it isn't. i hate that.
give me your blood give me your spit give me your infected cum your stds
give me chicken tonight.