Comments | emcee65: okay so this is just a little bit about me that i think you should know

emcee65

okay so this is just a little bit about me that i think you should know

Apr 24, 2005 00:46

you know i'm really agains explaining myself to people because i really think they should except me for who i am without an explantation but since this has nothing to do with that and i know holly is the only one reading this and she likes me anyways i'm just going to get started. but i really do hate this because it feels like i'm conceited and ( Read more... )

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epiphone212 April 24 2005, 14:48:39 UTC

it won't replay itself cause I said so.
I totally understand where your coming from. I hate that stuff too. And I know you don't see yourself as a lucky/blessed person but you really are. If your happy right now...soak it in. I know your gonna find somebody in OC eventually.
I have problems with being alone too...if you didn't notice.
I know your sick of this...but I think you need to take a deep breathe and calm down about life. I just think that if you do that you'll feel ten times better about the future.
I love ya swank, anytime you wanna talk I'm here for you.

attentioncravin April 24 2005, 20:12:56 UTC

Hey, I found you searching through lj and it took me a while to realize who you were! I'm sorry if you're kinda freaked out because that entry was kinda personal, but please don't. I really like the way you think. Strange thing to say, I know. But i like the way you express yourself. I can never express myself in words, I just have to rely on my music to do the talking for me. Especially in composing. I could tell from the way you present yourself and whatnot that you've gone through some pretty hard freaking times. I know what it's like to not feel wanted. Me and holly were like that most of our lives!! We've been friends since the 4th grade. I am always getting burned on that stove top because I refuse to believe that I will get burned every freaking time. And I do get burned, but not always. And when I don't, it's such a relieving feeling. I am not saying that I "totally understand you, man," but I do know partially know where you're coming from. ESPECIALLY with music. And things won't turn out the same way if you don't want them ( ... )