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hahahaha....amazing.....

so today sucked ( Read more... )

im pushing him away. i can feel myself doing it. maybe its stress, i dunno. but i get in these moods where im just grumpy and whiny and they just snowball and are compounded by...things. i need to learn something to do to make myself stop and take a look at what im doing, but im not sure what. when we started going out, he said he didnt want to ( Read more... )

I think we're really alike. maybe it's why it didn't work out in the end. it's sort of weird how alike we are and our birthdays are 2 days apart. he was talking to me this morning about how he was going crazy, wondering what his girlfriend was doing at college, and how hard it is for him to trust her even though he loves her. I find myself ( Read more... )

all out of grandpa's.
this will be the week from hell.

THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998


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After owning my last beta fish for under 48 hours before it died and started growing fungus, ive decided to leave the beta-fish-species alone for some time and switch down to feeder fish and guppies. currently, my feeder fish and two guppies are crowded in one corner of the tank, trying to combine their fishy brain powers to figure out some ( Read more... )

earlier this week, marc was behind a car that hit a deer and broke its two front legs. he said watching it trying to get up was painful because having to watch such a majestic creature scared and struggling just to try to stand on its two broken legs was unbearable. thats kinda how i felt going to the hospital this weekend to see my grandpa ( Read more... )