Original: Lokii/Niah. Bathwater by No Doubt.
Author/Artist of work: Emely
Title of work: Failure
Rating: G
Fandom: Original
Character/couple: Lokii/Niah
Song and Artist/Composer: Bathwater by No Doubt.
Song Number: #1
Disclaimer: The song 'Bathwater' is property of the band No Doubt. Niah Spaidar is my own original character. Lokii Irekei is the original character of gabbiefiction
Failure
At times it bothered Niah how...'experienced' Lokii seemed to be in the field of love, romance---whatever the hell was the more appropriate word for her conduct. Of course anyone would be infinately more experienced in the field of romance then Niah, seeing as how about up until just two years ago she hadn't realize such a thing existed. 'Coupling' as she would put it, was something that Etan had long since forgotten. It was rather difficult to feel emotions when they were all drugged and kept under check. Yea, every now and then people might give into the more physical aspects of relationships such as lust but even that was minimal--it sometimes made her wonder how her home had survived for so long but then she had to remember that births, too, were moderated. It was a weird thing to look back on now that she thought about it, how many of the people that she had worked with been unknowingly sisters, or brothers? It was bothersome, but even more so now when she was with Lokii.
In the time she had been here at the Tower, a new 'home', Lokii had had flings with Id, and Riku too, Niah suspected. Though she never asked, she also wondered how many people she might have been with before coming here. Everytime she thought about it--and thought about the depth of attraction and almost...seductiveness that Lokii seemed to hold Niah could just imagine a whole museum of lovers and would instantly be overcome with feelings of jealousy. She felt inadequate much too often which was a poor thing indeed when added on top of the guilt of her past. She already felt like a failure as a friend and a patriot, now she was beginning to feel the same as a girlfriend.
Girlfriend..it was such a strange and decieving title, and one Niah felt she had no right to wear.
Title of work: Failure
Rating: G
Fandom: Original
Character/couple: Lokii/Niah
Song and Artist/Composer: Bathwater by No Doubt.
Song Number: #1
Disclaimer: The song 'Bathwater' is property of the band No Doubt. Niah Spaidar is my own original character. Lokii Irekei is the original character of gabbiefiction
Failure
At times it bothered Niah how...'experienced' Lokii seemed to be in the field of love, romance---whatever the hell was the more appropriate word for her conduct. Of course anyone would be infinately more experienced in the field of romance then Niah, seeing as how about up until just two years ago she hadn't realize such a thing existed. 'Coupling' as she would put it, was something that Etan had long since forgotten. It was rather difficult to feel emotions when they were all drugged and kept under check. Yea, every now and then people might give into the more physical aspects of relationships such as lust but even that was minimal--it sometimes made her wonder how her home had survived for so long but then she had to remember that births, too, were moderated. It was a weird thing to look back on now that she thought about it, how many of the people that she had worked with been unknowingly sisters, or brothers? It was bothersome, but even more so now when she was with Lokii.
In the time she had been here at the Tower, a new 'home', Lokii had had flings with Id, and Riku too, Niah suspected. Though she never asked, she also wondered how many people she might have been with before coming here. Everytime she thought about it--and thought about the depth of attraction and almost...seductiveness that Lokii seemed to hold Niah could just imagine a whole museum of lovers and would instantly be overcome with feelings of jealousy. She felt inadequate much too often which was a poor thing indeed when added on top of the guilt of her past. She already felt like a failure as a friend and a patriot, now she was beginning to feel the same as a girlfriend.
Girlfriend..it was such a strange and decieving title, and one Niah felt she had no right to wear.