it's so sad that they're all taking their finals and never coming back,
I want to lay hidden in her grasses and never leave,

good news:

i walk in 5 days, I just signed my new lease, I have one real final left

bad news:

I still haven't found a job yet, I'm POOR, and my piano is going back soon =x

for the first time in almost 4 years I'm relatively hormoneless. and I pick up my cap and gown today.

i think it's time to get rid of all the extra things.

things i need to do:

1) find a place to live next year

2) find a job

3) pay off a substantial amount of my loans (only because it makes me feel better)

4) do my edu paper

5) save up $$ for a new computer

6) meet with my advisers

7) graduate

it's meet the parents time...

i'm in so much pain & agony...

it's THURSDAY! my but time flies. 6 more weeks, kiddies. well,  more like 7. but then I'm off to sac for another grueling 3 years. I can't WAIT. I'm hoping to do some fun things in the meantime though. school will be slow going so I'll have to fill up my time with some things...and people ;)

I've decided that romantic love is something that is very physiological and arbitrary. if it so happens that the people involved also happen to work well together then it may be deemed 'successful'. Its quite easy to fall for many people. 

i have to come to terms with the fact that its just not something that happens anymore like it used to. we are all too into ourselves to care too much about anyone else. there are not enough rules. we can do whatever we want. and that want does not always include you. besides, if women were meant to have men as long term partners, then why don't ( Read more... )