Recently I've had a lot of time to sit and think, and it's driving me crazy. I've been thinking about moving and leaving my friends, and making new friends, and trying not to be clingy, and finding a place to live, and whether I get into school or not. It's like I'm morphing into this being and I don't know what to expect, but I like it ( Read more... )

okay that's really annoying, the library computers aree so weird and confusing. they have msn, but it's weird and keeps saying poeple are joining the converstion and then leaving but no one is saying anything. I don't get it. And it signed me out and it's a pain. i should just get my books and leave.

so I actually went to the gym, and I feel great! I don't know why I waited so long, especially because it's free at school. so yeah I'm definately going until i move back to toronto.

so I was to go to my volunteer place this morning so I set my alarm. but I set it for PM and so I woke up right before I had to catch the bus. I made it on time but I hadn't eaten or showered and I was wearing a hat and I looked like crap. well on my way home this thug was looking at me and it was pissing me off. but then he sarted talking and he ( Read more... )

So saturday was soo much fun. Let me first say that I love being a scorpio/Tiger! And damn is Ryan attractive when he's spinning. and his smile is so contagious ( Read more... )

I really don't need you in my life right now. I though t this could work but it can't. i can't trust you, i can't understand you, i can't deal with you.

Why can't I let go? Why can't I stop needing to control him?

so I talked alot yesterday and I feel much better. I love talking, and rantin and bitching, it's great ( Read more... )

so it's ash wednesday, and that means we are suppoed to give up something for Lent , and start anew. The problem is I'm so bad at letting things go. and moving on is never easy, especially when it doesn't look like there is anything to move on too ( Read more... )

so I'm already home from my night out because ryan was so tired ( Read more... )

so I'm back in Toronot and everything's is going great. and then WHAM! I loose my best friend and the best person in my life ( Read more... )