Yamada ryosuke, the most beautiful creature I ever seen.
“why are you interested so much about him yuto? he is just a geek with a black framed glasses, like an usual geek”
That is people’s saying. But not with me.
Let me tell you how I met him. That day, I was asked by Sakida-sensei (my homeroom teacher btw) to do some favor for him. honestly, I used it for a relaxation after a boring class of math. Then when I passed in front of school’s infirmary, I saw him there. He was kneeling on the floor and he looked pale. I approached him and asked, “are you fine?” of course he is not, baka.
That boy just nodded slowly, but his eyes were closed and he was panting heavily.
“it was just anemia. Don’t worry”
I offered him my help to bring him to the infirmary that is nearby. I helped him until he properly sit on the bed.
“thank you, Nakajima-kun. As expected from a school’s president” he said while resting his head on the pillow.
I just laughed wryly and silently thinking.
That’s my image I wonder? Ugh, if only people know how much I hate that. Btw I wonder how he looks without that glasses. Hmmm…
I was staring at his face, my mind was wandering around until he suddenly called.
“nakajima-kun?”
I was snapped and after that I immediately realized that my hand touched his glasses, in a position to took it off.
“I am sorry, but I think its better if you took off your glasses and sleep” I quickly spoke up an excuse.
He smiled again and he took off his glasses before slowly falling into a deep slumber. And then I silently glanced.
Kill me now. Bloody hell. He is… so pretty.
~-~-~-~-~
Since kid, I got everything. Money. People’s attention. Friends. Everything.
But all I want is just one.
Someone that will love me unconditionally.
People around me are some fake. Some maybe, real. But I just cant be myself in front of them, included in front of my parents. I will inherit my father’s company someday. So I must be capable, smart, independent, man. I must not show my weakness, or else I will lose. Even my partner should be someone-at least-same ‘level’ with me.
But that WAS I thought. Before I fell with him. everything seems so different now.
I felt like there’s another reason why I was born.
I asked myself many times, “is this what you called ‘loving someone’ ?”
I smiled, depressed, and smiled again many times because of him.
I started believing that there’s some people I can believe and rely on.
Preparing to inherit my father’s company is not that depressing again because I think this is the way so that I can make him happy someday.
And I decided that I must have him.
As a school’s president, its easy for me to get an info whenever I want. of course, I investigated everything that I can get. Like what time he arrived at school, what kind of car he used that day, his class schedule, his bento, his family background, even I can know his underwear color if I want. well, I ever.
His presence, is like a vast blue sky. Whenever I felt down, alone or happy, its always there whenever I looked up. But no matter how hard I stretched out my hand, I couldn’t catch it.
My father and his father, you can said they are close. Because of bussines relation, yeah. That one night I overheard my father talking about some money they lend to Mountain Breeze, which is Yamada’s father’s company. I smiled.
The sky looks closer, lets stretch my hand once again.
~-~-~-~-~
But it’s a week already, and nothing good happen.
First, I lost control and almost scared him. well, maybe I already did.
Second, I took him to went home together, and he didn’t sound happy at all.
Third, I often heard him crying (maybe because of his parents that wouldn’t answer his call) without knowing what’s actually happening. I felt bad, really bad. I was so dissapointed in myself.
And last, but not least, we rarely talked.
I was lost. Don’t know what to do.
If he knew the truth, I will be dead. Even though it’s not entirely my fault.
Mountain Breeze has a debt with us. And he wanted to had business relation since now.
But I never thought that he will easily gave Ryosuke to us. Or should we call it ‘sold him’?
Life is cruel, and unpredictable.
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The next morning, I was waiting at the dining room for a breakfast with him as usual.
And when he walked into the room, I quickly noticed the black circle around his eyes, and also the fact that he was pale.
“Yama-chan, did you lack of sleep? Your eyes...”
“that’s none of your business” he quickly cut.
I silenced for a while until he sat,
“you look pale too. How about a break for today?”
“it has nothing to do with you, I said!”
I was shocked. He was yelling, but it was kinda trembled, “alright”
“I had finished”
“eh that fast?” I quickly finished and chased after him.
We were walking down the small stairs infront of the main door, until he suddenly stopped and gripped on the handle.
“what’s up…?” I approached him closer.
He quickly shook his head “its just…”
And the next second, I quickly caught him before he hit the handle.
I knelt on the stairs as I held him, then realized that he didn’t scream and push me like usual.
“what’s wrong, Young Master?”
I held him tighter and carried him.
“no class for today, and please call the doctor. Quick”
~-~-~-~-~
“lacks of sleep, stressed, and didn’t eat properly”
I sighed in relief. At least its not something worse.
“he has anemia, mister. make sure he got enough rest and eat properly of course. I will give you his daily need of medicine later. Now excuse me” the doctor bowed me and I did the same, thanked him.
Geez, he really worried me. But he was like this too when we met.
…
What can I do for you?
I approached the bed and sat there, caressing his sleeping face.
[end of second part]
first, i would like to apologize ? (_ _) because i took too long to post this one :\ mozaki arimasen ><
minna-san, i think you can guess whats happening already? :D
and, please tell me whatever you think >< whether its bad or good~ :D it would make me happy