tomorrow my moms getting surgery. i havent told anyone. not one person. i dont like talking out my problems, but now that its the night before im worried. i just dont understand how they clear a woman with a serious heart condition for surgery. idiots. im sure she'll be fine, shes had similar surgeries before but idk. i guess keeping it in for so ( Read more... )

um theres a kid in my avf 1 class that looks exactly like patrick dempsey (aka dr.mcdreamy from grey's anatomy) and yea im gonna try hitting on him tomorrow. woo!

great update i know.

lets see. i really like my professors/classes. only bad thing is i take 5 classes. i have 5 textbooks. and for homework every night i have to read a chapter in each. some arent bad, like 10 pages. but others are 30 pages in very tiny font. so needless to say my books have been owning my life lately ( Read more... )

i just spent a half hour reading arguments for and against the new facebook. and i love that it all turned into a bullying session on this one kid and how since he doesnt agree with everyone else and doesnt conform that he is obviously gay. nice to see we've all grown up since being in college.

just thought i'd share that with you.

yeooooo ( Read more... )

everything is falling apart.
i can not wait for school to start.
i need a routine to fall back into. and mainly something to keep me occupied.
fuck.

i think i should move. to west babylon. haha.

( they got more bounce in california )

so i feel really different lately. i feel mature if that makes any sense.
plus i feel like i look differnt. well i have glasses now and my bangs are real short. but idk. when i look in the mirror i just see someone completely different from who i used to be, and i think i like it.

CALIFORNIA TOMORROW. HAVE FUN IN THE RAIN BITCHESSSS!

so i'll be soaking up the sun in cal-eee-forn-i-ayyy one week from today ( Read more... )