I recieved my booking confirmation for April 24th to Peru. And yes, I am aware that it's 5:50am but I have actually NOT been awake all night! I have to start training for my South American adventure because I will have to be up every day by 5am ( Read more... )

In a Western mentality that venerates scientific explanation, valorizes workaholics, and idolizes supressed emotion, I sit here in the darkest silver of morning and remember my youth ( Read more... )

i dragged brittany to the theatre to see Big Fish. i struggled so hard not to cry that my face convulsed in the dark. Edward Bloom WAS my grandfather. Grandpa Jim. you never stop missing people, but eventually you reach the point where the thought of them causes you to smile despite the bruise inside. even though he died three years ago, he will ( Read more... )

as i anticipated, i've reverted back to almost a total noctural circadian rhythm. one of my idiosyncracies...i've been noctural all my life. tired all day long but busy and awake until 6am. even during my school years, my internships and jobs, i never adjusted to the dirunal sleep schedule that comes so natural to everyone else. in fact everything ( Read more... )

it's been a while. and there's nothing to apologize for, really. something in me needs a line of division, and is resisting the idea of posting for the moment ( Read more... )

i haven't written in about forever. i don't really feel like i have anything particularly profound or even worthwhile to say. and i'm warm inside and content ( Read more... )

so tomorrow i graduate. and somehow i feel like i should be greeting this event with much more excitement than i am. really, i'm only going to the ceremony for my parents ( Read more... )

Finals = cruel and unusual

i have one of my hardest exams at 8am on the MORNING OF MY GRADUATION!

HOW SICK IS THAT?!

but tomorrow, after i stay up all night studying for my post-modern art exam in the morning...i'm going to celebrate early with some of my favorite ladies and some really really cheap boxed wine.

P.S - Lord of the Rings is

i stole some of ryan's fettuccini and some-kind-of-meat because it looke DE-LIC-IOUS. i told him i'd make him more if he left me the recipe. on my computer i have a picture of yael and me from the photobooths in the Paris subway and one of matt and me at semi-formal (TOO CUTE ( Read more... )

i really love my boys. really. and this looks like the first living situation that will remain healthy for me - yay! because we all know that i unwittingly fuck up every living situation i find myself in. candycanes and caramel popcorn, leftover cookies on the kitchen table with a note for them. most everything is gone by the next day. ;) did i ( Read more... )