Comments | emeraldjoy: bored and lonely

emeraldjoy

bored and lonely

Dec 07, 2005 20:51

okay, so I am in a writing mood.. but not a studying mood! I am an emotional rollercoaster right now. I am so happy, then I am down in the dumps, as depressed as can be. Why? I do not know. It may be that everyone has a place but me. Being alone is a terrifying thought right now, but I am at home, with my parents shirking work, and about to watch ( Read more... )

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wild_celt December 8 2005, 03:56:58 UTC

Yeah, lyric_idyllist likes going back and reading her journals from years gone by. I don't need to write when I'm happy, so re-reading my journals is as happy an experience as drinking boiling tar.

rettany December 8 2005, 05:49:02 UTC

First... OUCH! (boiling tar). Second, you have a place hun... your fun and gorgous and a great person, many times ive wished i could be as happy as you seem. And your always allowed to call me up if your lonely im pretty much always in my room doing just about nothing. Hope you feel better and have a very merry christmas.

lanvalsqueen December 8 2005, 22:20:12 UTC

Dear... I know exactly how you feel. I often wander where my place is in this world. It doesn't matter whether you seem to have it all together or one's life seems to being going their way or not, no one has everything exactly as they would like it. If they do, I promise it is only temporary because there are always bumps in the road. I wish I knew what my next steps were going to be. I wish I didn't get stressed out over the small stuff. I wish I knew where I was going to be in a year. I wish I knew what mark I am going to leave on this world.

lanvalsqueen December 8 2005, 22:24:28 UTC

I wish I knew my place... what a lovely place it t'would be. It would have flowers of all types, brilliant with all colors especially yellow and purple. *pondering her place leaves singing... "you just call out my name and you know whereever I am, I'll come running."*

wolverine6481 December 11 2005, 20:18:36 UTC

I'm sorry, I'd be there if you let me know. You're a great friend and don't you lie to youself with any other opposite thought. I feel your pain. If it's any consolation, I don't think i have a life even more than you. okay we won't fight over that. You should go and scream outside.