A Haiku post

[emeraldtsurugi]

All woke late today,
everyone in the house did.
Day did not start well.

Brain is slow today,
upper back is acting up,
boy, it is stupid.

Saw play last Friday
at Westview, about Earnest.
Happy to see friends.

Saturdays I play
with padded weapons and such.
My skills get better.

Long time since last post,
not sure what to talk about,
I miss all my friends.

One midterm a week
until final, since last month.
Need to work on those.

Final Fantasy
Twelve, I got the collector's.
It's very well made.

One new note per day,
sometimes two, if my mind works,
to sum up my thoughts.

Life is slowing down,
while the world is speeding up,
and I'm left behind.

It is kind of strange,
I feel a little depressed,
and yet I do not.

The motivation
and the distraction struggle.
So then, which will win?

Concert on the twelfth,
excited, and also not.
I will try my best.

Everything has changed,
always alone, and yet not.
Friends are in my thoughts.

Gets harder to sleep,
afraid of forgetting all.
Fear of being alone.

These thoughts have plagued me,
cannot see the truth from lies.
It's hard to hear now.

It's happened before,
but I saw everyone then.
But now I do not.

It will go away.
I know it is unfounded,
but it always does.

Now, I keep busy.
College: I'll take summer terms.
A long path ahead.

I look up to all,
like a child who's lost his way.
Must stand on MY feet.

So I end it here,
the term is almost over.
Hope to see you soon.

Writing some haikus
makes an interesting post.
Don't check syllables.