I'm happy to say.. I think I'm getting my ass back ( Read more... )

Camel Wide Lights kill my throat. And sometimes I feel like all I've got is Britney Spears, my dad, my therapist, and my dog.

I'm pretty sure my landlord is trying to evict us? We're trying to move anyway.. back to the Katonah-Lewisboro area so my brother can go to school with his friends. Or the Yorktown area. I just want to get the FUCK out of Shrub Oak ( Read more... )

The test was negative, for the first time in ten years of my life, I skipped a period due to "stress and rapid weight loss".

Remember when you were young, you shone like the sun.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Now there's a look in your eyes, like black holes in the sky.
Shine on you crazy diamond.

Pink Floyd

Love give me strength, and strength will help me through.

--Shakespeare

I feel better about life after today, I also still feel very drunk.

And sometimes, I will think of you. And if you ever think of me, kneel down and kiss the earth. And show me what this thought is worth.

Driving the jeep all the way to Bedford to smoke cigarettes and talk with Pete for a little while was so totally worth it.

That gets added onto my list of good decisions.

There is no such thing as loyalty in this world and I would kill for a thunderstorm or to see the ocean again.