"The Tempting"

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I feel like Bella Swan in New Moon.

I need to stop, cause it's not like it makes me feel any better.

Andrea Bocelli makes beautiful, sad music that resembles my mood exactly. Dramatic and soft and sad but wonderful...lol ( Read more... )

Watching the inauguration of our 44th president today really struck a nerve. A good one ( Read more... )

another long day :o\

Fine. One less person I call a friend. One less person I hung out with, one less person that actually made me happy, and it's gonna suck, and it's probably my fault for being such a wild, crazy jerk, but you know? I asked for it. It could've been the alcohol too. He's ignoring me, and that's probably the most hurtful thing anyone can do to me ( Read more... )

this sucks.

At the end of day, i lie awake and think about how things are now. some things i like and some i don't ( Read more... )

I'm not good at that kind of thing. It's been too long, and I'm just tired of it already. I'm tired, and swollen, and bruised, and scarred. I need to rehabilitate myself, and if that means I stay out for a while, then so be it.

Game over.