and the interesting part is that you don't really no me at all anymore...

[emergingevelynn]

I don't want to update anymore. Unfortunately there will be moments where I am irresistably drawn to spilling out everything about me and my life on here, but I think it best for me to stay away from them as much as possible. This summer has been really great to catch up with various friends and for any of those that are forced to rely on this to

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[lovelaidwaste]

thats an interesting new avatar. what prompted this sudden change? by the way, i got your ticket for the coheed and cambria show.

[emergingevelynn]

I got this picture when I was looking for things to use as my background for my laptop. I think it's pretty cool looking. Thanks a bunch for getting my ticket. I'll get cash and pay you back whenever I see you next. As for what prompted this, well, several things. I guess in general I feel like it is childish for me to pour out my heart on here to no-one, or everyone (depending) when it is a far cry from accomplishing what would happen in a true friendship if I were expressing those things. I feel like if people are just usng this to keep up with me then it's not fair how much I invest in it and how little they do. Further, I have a subconscious hope to connect to people through this... to be understood, to have people laugh with me, and share my life's experiences. At this point there are few people that fall into this category with me anymore and almost none of that affirmation is coming from livejournal. Finally, in a month I am an adult. Right now to be very brief about it, I have the next ten years of my life starring