Well, 2 hours to go and I'll be on my way. I'm not nervous, just really depressed and I want to get it over with. Reading some stuff on the Psalter's web site last night reminded me of the importance of pain, and I am glad for it. Hurting is better than being numb because it brings us closer to the suffering servant. It's never easy though ( Read more... )

So I'd just like to say that I most definitely earned bragging rights for this one. I beat every one of them boys and I'll do it again if you give me the opportunitty. Thing is I didn't even mean to win. I was actually rooting for Craig the whole time. Never-the-less, mass slaughter and sky rise towers could be seen from any angle of the board ( Read more... )

Well, I HAD long hair... until about 2 am this morning.

The migraine medicine makes me crazy ( Read more... )

P.S. I am getting a hoodie this weekend. Don't know which band, but I am definitely getting a hoodie.

Ugh, so tired. One week left. Monday I get to have needles again. Why is it only 9:46 am? And why do my friends not update. And why does my computer not have sound, which prevents me from listening to pure vollume? Question... Guess I'll read some more.

but I know this will be your reward, in just a little while...

In just a little while... I am so fucking sick of it. I'm sick of carrying my dreams by myself. I'm sick of the endless pain that you can never escape in relationships. I am sick of the sickness and the forboding surgeries and needles and why wont it just end....

So, I'm back to feeling functional, so that translated to me feeling like I can conquer the world again. It's a good thing too, because I am not one who needs to stay cranky. I don't think it suits me well. I'm still sick, but I am in such high spirits. Probably something to do with me getting to talk to a great friend last night. Also partly ( Read more... )

This is pretty much rediculous. I will be dissappointed if they DON'T take my tonsils out or something because I have been sick for about 65% of the last 5 years and I'm getting a little pissy about it to be honest. How is a girl supposed to conquer the world like this eh? I want to curl up in the biggest blanket ever created next to a hot fire ( Read more... )

I am getting another job. Now that I got this one pretty well, I'm board and so... another job. I don't want a repeat of the last two summers where I have poured all my energy into one friendship and have it be weird because it's not requited or necessarry for that matter. Rebecca told me that Victoria's Secret at FL mall is hiring, so I was ( Read more... )