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i pretty much never knew my heart could possibly hurt this much. i don't know why it suddenly is weighing on me more, but it is. i wish i could put it into words, but alas i cannot ( Read more... )

happy 20th birthday to me. i'm glad kare and tommy care. my parents acted like it was an inconvenience. whatever. just a shitty start to a supposedly happy day.

so, i guess only one person will actually get this. but today i called ZZ Top, BB King. i'm smart, i know. hahahah I WIN!!!!

as you can see BB King...


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i'm so excited for the next 10 years of my life. it's bound to be exciting and new and when in your life do you go through THAT many stages in such a short time?! ahhh...the mere thought puts a smile on this face! and in 10 years and 1 week, i'll be 30. EW! yes, that means i'll be 20 a week from today. WEIRD! but the idea of not being a teenager ( Read more... )

i'm about to admit something that not many of you will be shocked by, i'm sure (especially chelsie ( Read more... )

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i don't even know where to begin. i don't really remember the last week...it has flown by sooo fast. part of me is so thankful, but the other part of me just looks back and realizes how sometimes i just wish my days and weeks away. i hope i don't do that for much longer. i guess i should go backwards ( Read more... )

i feel like this thyroid stuff is never going to be resolved ( Read more... )

i'd be lying if i said i understood. i'm sorry.

"here i am baby; sign, sealed, delivered, i'm yours"

ps.

BREASTS ARE FOR BREASTFEEDING. amen feminism.

pps.

i want a baby. and i want to get married. what is wrong with me. maybe it's just cuz i equate those two things with happiness. sigh. i'll wait.