Its time for me to get back on track. Back to the old me....not this chick freaking out about everything under the sun being a person she doesn't like to be. You make ask why the sudden realization of this? For the one second I had of free time this past week I was introspective and saw something I hated. Something ugly and bad. I dont want to be ( Read more... )

All I have to say is that guys need to 1. start being single and 2. start liking me!

The End

Boys make me sad...well really my lack of one....I know I shouldn't think like that and I should be happy without a guy....but its nice to have one.....have that companionship....and I just want a guy that can go nice and slow and just start out dating or as close to that as possible seeing that we are poor college students....I dont know....it ( Read more... )

Sometimes the pain of a hit is much deeper than the physical.

yeah the title of this entry is pretty self explanatory....but yeah...my heart is broken a little. I love Eastern...some may call that a losing battle...but I am nothing if not loyal...so LETS GO EASTERN!!! We can do it! HOMECOMING BABY!!!!

I should be asleep right now I told myself 12:30 and its almost 1am now....WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!
ARGGGG! Anyway I really am going to sleep right now. good night!

So I've been thinking about my life and how I've been living it...and lets just say I'm not happy. I'm not where I wanted to be at this point I haven't progressed as I would have liked in the music program...granted that is no ones fault but my own....but still it sucks. My singleness is not what I want either although I can live with it....I want ( Read more... )

So I was told by a very good friend that I need to update more....which is true because my last update is from april before I left school. And in the time where the people who read my journal are away from me the most I do not post a single entry leaving them concerned and worried about my safety. One friend even left a message inquiring if I was ( Read more... )

Finals start tomorrow.....lets just say I'm not excited.....Well I am in the way of I'm getting out of her in a week but then I'm also gonna miss everyone who is leaving...especially all my MU PHI seniors....like my big Colin and my pseudo big Julie (cuz you know I love you!) and Mike. Lots of love. And then half of my housing staff is graduating ( Read more... )

I hate this......I want school to be over...but I dont want to leave...because I want to find out what is going on with someone.....and I dont know if that will happen in the near future...probably....I just want to know.....like if they like me....or they don't and I should move on....cuz I don't want to pine over someone who doesn't even like me ( Read more... )