Everytime I meet a guy...disaster seems to strike. Is it my gut telling me this isn't the guy don't waste your time or is it just my mind playing tricks on me...saying that this guy is going to hurt me like all the others...though we talked and i know he would diliberately hurt me...doesn't mean he won't...or indirectly hurt me...I dont know what ( Read more... )

So I went on the best date last night!! It was unbelievable!! It was soo much fun...much more fun then I have had in a very long time. He is the only reason right now that I am glad I am in Cincy...but yeah...it goes without saying that this guy is awesome! I think we are going to have lots of fun together...and it doesn't really matter where we ( Read more... )

Wow! Its so weird how fast this semester has flown by!! I can't believe I'm done with my freshman year of college!!! Well on to bigger and better things as they say. My room is getting to the point of it not looking like people are living in it...and after sunday...oh boy there is going to be nothing in here at all!!! But anyway...I'm excited for ( Read more... )

So I found out last night I'm going to be Glinda in Wicked!!! How awesome is that?!? Well anyways its going to be awesome, im real excited for Avenue Q because I'm Christmas Eve in that...Which is an awesome part. But yeah So im going to be really busy with that. But thats ok cuz its going to rock and really pay off when the performance comes ( Read more... )

I am so excited!! I got into Broadway Idol!!! It is going to be so much fun!!! I'm in Mama Mia and Avenue Q which is soooo awesome!!! "I'm kinda pretty, and pretty damn smart, I like romantic things like music and art!! And as you know I have a gigantic heart!!! So why don't I have a Boyfriend???? FUCK!!! It sucks to be me..." I love that line!!! ( Read more... )

I recently found out that Nathan, my ex didn't break up with his fiance till jan 13 or something like that...thats right...over a month after we started going out its unbelieveable...but hey boys lie...and they cheat...thats why i need to find a man...but anyway....so you know who told me this info...his ex fiance! amazing! I feel aweful that I ( Read more... )

So I just finished watching Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. it is an awesome movie! As I watched...very confused most of the time I sat there and thought...what if I could erase people from my memory...would I do it if given the chance...and at this point I say yes. And Nathan would be the one I would have to erase. He is always there in the ( Read more... )

Thats what I need to do. I'm sorry if you were (are) one of the people that are worried about me...i dont mean to worry you. I dont know why this break up is so hard...this is so fucked up. I was so happy....before him...with him i wasn't as happy and now after him I just as bad as I was during the month of hell...you all remember that...thanks ( Read more... )

People have asked me all day what is wrong...well I am extremely tired and I slept weird and hurt my shoulder and I'm still dealing with the break up. I am the one who intitiated the break up...shouldn't this be easier?? I don't want to move on too fast because I want to make sure that I am dating the person because i like him not because i dont ( Read more... )

I found out a couple hours ago that I am going to be an RA next year!!! I am sooo excited!!! Although its in Phelp/Sellers its still going to rock!! Although this weekend was tough with my break up (thanks everyone) I still am trying to remain upbeat, things are definately turning for the better. Things happen for a reason, and in this case i ( Read more... )