Could I be having a worse week? I think not.
I am seriously so pissed off right now. I'm mad about my classes, about my boyfriend, about my friends, about my money, about my family... about everything. Literally, everything is pissing me off today.
I had a midterm this morning that I studied my ass off for aaaallll weekend. I missed a lot of class last week thanks to being sick, but I got all the notes, and the study guide. Then I get to class to take the test and I find out I could have had a notecard of notes to use. WTF?! Hey thanks for putting that on the study guide- that was fucking awesome.
Oooh... Flaming pissed. Do you understand- I have 3 other midterms this week twice as hard as that one. I spent so much time studying for that fucking test when I could have spent 10 minutes writing a notecard and I would have aced it.
My second class- I have the most difficult and rediculous midterm in there tomorrow... It's supposed to be a level 100 class. Yeah right. We're being tested on 7 CHAPTERS of physical geography. wtf. Plus I missed that class a lot last week too so I'm lost.
I got my paper back from last week. 11/20. Fucking awesome.
I have class from 2-5 tonight (which also includes a midterm.)
I won't be able to start studying for my Geography test until fucking 5 at night.
The test is at 11 am tomorrow morning.
Fuck fuck fuck. I have a C- in there right now.
I have to pass to keep my financial aid.
fuck fuck fuck fuck.
If I hadn't spent so much god damn time studying for the stupid test I could have had a notecard on, I would be way more prepared for my geography test tomorrow!!! OMG I AM SO PISSED.
PLUS I have a paper due on Friday for Geography. A paper about the soil in fucking Germany. That's so random and irrelevant to anything. Gawd.
When the hell am I going to write that??? I have meetings and interviews and classes spread out every day this week. Plus I have to plot the minerals (yeah wtf) in excel, which I don't even know how to use.
Um, credit card bill = too much money.
My checking account balance = too little money.
My mom is being the most randomly insane and nagging person in the world.
My step mom won't stop emailing me and bugging me about something I don't even understand.
My dad is an all-around jerk at his best this week.
"Help me talk to your sisters. They don't like talking to me." Um, fuck you. Maybe if you didn't use people and manipulate everything, they wouldn't avoid you. Maybe if you didn't stab them in the back they would talk to you more than Christams and Thanksgiving.
ARGH!!!!!
People in my hall keep coming to my room at all hours of the night and asking me the most absurd random questions and favors in the world. No I won't drive you to 711 at 3am. kthanks.
Other people are trying to make my business theirs and asking questions they have no right asking.
I don't appreciate being treated like I'm 10. Don't talk down to me. Don't act like you're better than me because you're an RA. It's not your job to babysit me or lecture me or tell me right from wrong... Especially if I don't even live in your hall!!! GRR.
My ex boyfriend found me on myspace.
Let the stalking begin.
I am seriously spitting nails this morning.
I feel like jumping off a cliff and taking my stupid fucking geography book and credit card bills with me.
I realize this is irrational and that I'm probably over reacting. But I really couldn't care less.