well, i'm fairly happy lately which is why i've seen no need to really post to LJ. usually if i am posting it's because i have something to whine about or something really really BIG has happened
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lol nudge. i'm so stunned to hear that you have had this wonderful experience with your job. and also jealous. you are so smart. lke the way you know exactly what you're gonna do at pcc and what degree you're going for and everything. i feel like such a loser. i came to this money burning liberal arts college and have no clue why i'm here and what i want to do with my life. i'm kind of actually thinking of dropping out at semester. i feel so stupid. i actually wish i could go back to high school. sure, it was a trap, but i miss everyone always making decisions for me. i don't know what i'm supposed to do now.
first of all, you are not a stupid loser. you are a smart winner and you'll figure stuff out. i know what you mean about how much easier it was to have everyone making decisions for you in high school. even though i'm fiuring out what i want to do now there's no saying i won't end up changing my mind at some point (although that would be a huge waste of a lot of school since i'm striving eventually for a masters and all of that). And even with PCC i didn't figure anything out until recently. maybe you should take some time off if you think you've made the wrong decision? i'm surprised to hear how unhappy you are there becuase it always seemed like the perfect college match for you. maybe the time is just not right for you? and the job thing? i think i just lucked out on getting such a great job, i did volunteer work and tried to get other jobs for like 3 years so maybe it was karma there?
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i'm so stunned to hear that you have had this wonderful experience with your job. and also jealous. you are so smart. lke the way you know exactly what you're gonna do at pcc and what degree you're going for and everything. i feel like such a loser. i came to this money burning liberal arts college and have no clue why i'm here and what i want to do with my life. i'm kind of actually thinking of dropping out at semester. i feel so stupid. i actually wish i could go back to high school. sure, it was a trap, but i miss everyone always making decisions for me. i don't know what i'm supposed to do now.
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i know what you mean about how much easier it was to have everyone making decisions for you in high school. even though i'm fiuring out what i want to do now there's no saying i won't end up changing my mind at some point (although that would be a huge waste of a lot of school since i'm striving eventually for a masters and all of that). And even with PCC i didn't figure anything out until recently. maybe you should take some time off if you think you've made the wrong decision? i'm surprised to hear how unhappy you are there becuase it always seemed like the perfect college match for you. maybe the time is just not right for you?
and the job thing?
i think i just lucked out on getting such a great job, i did volunteer work and tried to get other jobs for like 3 years so maybe it was karma there?
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