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Ugh, so I feel like my pseudo-depression/anxiety finally came to a head tonight, and as a result, I don't see sleep in the near future. I just can't stop myself from thinking about shit that I have absolutely no control over. I just hope I get through this stupid spell soon so I stop over thinking everything single thing that happens in my life and ever single hour that passes. Why can't I just enjoy things again?
Aside from that, I got hired on as a full time employee at shopkick. I was already working full time but now I'm salaried and all that. I am really happy about it, I just wish I could actually feel happy.