*You're the only thing that I love
Scares me more every day
On my knees I think clearer

Goodness knows I saw it coming
Or at least i'll claim I did
But in truth i'm lost for words

What have I done? It's too late for that
What have I become? Truth is nothing yet
A simple mistake starts the hardest time
I promise i'll do anything you ask, this time*

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Today was like... the ultimate LAMEST!  yeah had a migraine all day and I was in the worst mood ever.  Ask the Dub.  She'll tell you.  No really, I like could not control myself.  Felt like death.  I had swim tonight.  We were doing a lot of sprints... so that sucked.  And our last one was a 100 free sprint... which isnt bad at all... but if two of ( Read more... )

   Really I was not looking forward to school today.  Turns out it was as lame as I expected.  And oh man... it went by soo slow!  Sick.  I hate it.  Midterms are in 10 days... can you say... Failing?  Well, I'm going to.  Swim was so lame tonight.  We did so many 100 IM's... and it was hard.  I can't wait for this weekend...Me and Dub are hanging ( Read more... )

   Today... oh today was not very productive AT ALL.  Let me tell you... I did absolutley nothing.  Well, I talked to Connor for a while on the phone.  That was fun.  Me and Dub were supposed to go to the movies.. but then we decided that that was a wicked lame idea cause we are both exausted and in bitchy moods.  Not a good combination... let me ( Read more... )

   Today... is so lame.  Boring to the ultimate extreme.  And I hate school..... like more than anything.  I'm gonna quit. 

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Today is the last day of vacation...sick!  Really, it was too short.  Christmas vacation needs to be like...2 weeks! And I don't wanna go back to school... at all.  I hate it.  School is like the worst possible thing ever. Well, no I can't back that up... but its very close. So I think me and Amy are going to the movies today, but I really don't ( Read more... )

   *on the outside im trying
cause inside im dying *

I'm scared that I'll screw everything up like i always do... I'm scared that I'll never see you again, and the thought of being without you in my life kills me.  I'm scared that one day you'll stop calling... or lose hope in me because you think I'm gonna give up on you.  I'm scared that you don' ( Read more... )

So today we went to Amy's godparents house for dinner... turns out it wasn't much of a dinner. We had french onion soup at first.. which was wicked sick...and then there was a salad.  So we ate like.. barley anything, and then she came out with a plate of tiny chicken fingers. Well we both thought those were appetizers so neither of us ate.... and ( Read more... )

    Okay so last night me and Amy went to these people's house to babysit. Cute kids really... they beat us up.  So they were rich and it made me wicked jealous cause I mean... who on earth has a house that big?... it was huge... loved it! They had a movie theater, yes a movie theater in their basment. Too bad their movies sucked and we couldn't ( Read more... )