And so...

[emily_sue]

I was looking back at some of the livejournal entries I've made since around May 2004.  I remember thinking that writing was the only way I was going to get out all the new and intense feelings I was consumed with-- short of punching Chris in the nose.  I was thinking about how helpless and hopeless I felt... and how I'd never felt that way until

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[jcsavedme]

Emily.. I have to be honest... when I read about you and Chris getting back together my first reaction just told me it was a bad idea; all I could remember was during our bible study last Christmas,how you told us how much Chris had hurt you and all that he had put you through! But you're right, I do believe God uses circumstances like the one you went through to allow people to grow-- and you have grown so much!-- and now I'm just encouraged by your desire to let God lead you in this relationship this time around! That's the only way this thing will work. I'm going to commit to pray for the both of you. :) I love you, AND MISS YOU, and I'm happy for you!

- Nadia

[emily_sue]

Thanks my heart! That's so sweet of you. It means a lot, really, really. Chris was right here when I read that and he said the same thing. He understands and expects everyone's worries about the situation (including mine)... but we will see where God leads us. I'm not FOR SURE about anything yet, we're just going to give it time. I love you!! We need to hang out soon!

Em

[anonymous]

you have a very white arm pit.

that is all.

[anonymous]

ok, so the above comment was me, i just didn't realize i wasn't logged in. ha!
-Leslie

[emily_sue]

Thanks be to the tanning bed at my apartment :)