Soooo....today was SHITTY. yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh....I've had the WORST 2 weeks of my life. my car, then my voice, my foot, my relationship. wow, this is horrible. I don't believe I've ever been treated sooo badly, here I was trying to be nice and do the right thing and what happens? I get shit on. We can't even be friends.......? what the fuck, wow, ( Read more... )

the show is next week, i'm very nervous, i have the flu and no voice as of right now, i just got in a damn accident bringing mark and davis home from dress rehersal at 11 pm b/c the roads are bad,soooo i won't have a car for a while, i think i'm not going to be driving my escort much longer, it was towed, i dropped all my mom's plates on my foot ( Read more... )

being sick sucks.

i have the flu and it is no fun.

yeah.


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wow, i definantly relized this weekend that i have lost one of my best friends. i mean seriously, who does that?? what a bitch. but yeah, alright. i'm still cool, b/c i have my lover kelli and my bestest best friend brieann. so i'm cool, i just can't believe she would actually do that to me. she's just too cool for me now. i also love how i totally ( Read more... )

Last night was Mid Winter, it was very fun. Kind of wish we could have gotten there earlier. But when we were there it was fun. Dinner was fun. Dancing was fun. Chando's was alright, wish I would have hung out with Lee instead but yeahhhhh....Kelli and I came home at 3 o'clock in the am b/c we wanted a bed. But overall the night was FUN. FUN. FUN. ( Read more... )

YAYAYAYYAYAYAY for midwinter, i'm very excited about tomorrow at school and then the game and then crowning of prince, princess, king and queen!! Jennie better get princess or i will be upset annnnnndddddddd i really really hope that lee gets king!!!!! :) soooooooooooo yeahhhhhhh i missed kelli today! :( and i barely talked to lee at all today, it ( Read more... )

soooooo i don't know whats going to happen but i do know that this sucks, i'm scared, i don't want to loose him, i think i just fucked everything up on the phone, and i'm sad. i am confused. i want to be with him. i regret ever acting like a bitch or yelling at him b/c of this moment right now.....the thought of loosing him makes me regret ever ( Read more... )

today was revolved around school. it sucked.

but the other night i took some sweet pictures of my eyes.

it was fuuuuunnn.

i miss brieann and lee.

( sweet pictures )

Raahhhh...This is bullshit. I don't know what I did, apparently nothing because I am perfect. But whatever, if he's honestly going to break up with me, I just want him to do it. I don't want to date him and think that he wants to break up with me. Its horrible. I don't want to break up, but he said, its not going anywhere, so maybe thats whats ( Read more... )

Last night was fun. Yesterday was fun, so was New Years Eve.

New Years Eve: Went to a movie and dinner with my family and Lee, we came back here, played cards, watched the ball drop, and then watched a movie, I woke Lee up at 3 am and he went home.

Yesterday: My mom made a bunch of "snacky" foods and we ate them all day, Kelli came over and we ( Read more... )